我们都是那种性格很倔的人,我曾经查过星座配配,很遗憾,水火不容的一对,天蝎与水瓶,不知道当初是怎么产生爱的火花的?!两个人相处久了,优点过后便是隐藏在背后那些不堪一击的缺点,暴露无遗。
我是那种对生活不拘小节的人,不拘到一个月洗一次内衣裤,所以我拥有连自己都数不过来的内裤和袜子,一般在换到实在没有干净的可换的时候,才会想到清洗。可想而知我的窝会是什么样子的,嘿嘿!男友也是80后典型的懒人,不会做饭,不会到连打火炉都不会用,炒黄瓜鸡蛋居然会想到放醋,我汗!我称他为不食人间烟火,简称不是人。为什么说典型呢,这种人虽然懒,但是却有点洁癖,把自己弄得一尘不染,当然更看不惯我的所谓不拘。于是战争就爆发了,可能是因为劳动分工不均,也可能是因为心存抱怨,总之那天我们第一次大吵,我一气之下把那个写着”惜缘“二字的饭碗狠狠的摔在地上,满地的碎片和我当时的心情一样,争吵因为家庭琐事,不知该庆幸还是悲哀,庆幸的是我们走的如此的近,以至于近到融入彼此生活;悲哀的是未来每天都是柴米油盐的日子,我们应该怎样度过。是我想太多,还是现实就是如此残酷,总之我哭了,而且很伤心。他开始在旁边默默地收拾放在我这里的属于他的东西,我没有阻止,擦干眼泪之后我把他落下的东西一一扔到门外。这是第一次在吵架后他选择离开,而这样的离开意味着再也不会回来,走出这个门我们就再也不会有回头的机会。此时我突然想起了在大学时,很相似的一幕,我看着自己喜欢的人走出了那扇门,然后就再也没有相遇的机会,直到大学毕业成为永久的遗憾。此时我想留住男友,但话却一直没能说出口,直到他离开。
当一切都安静下来,我发现自己脑子里突然一片空白,想我又单身了吧,想我那毫无依靠的飘荡生活......就在我望着窗外发呆的时候,看到了男友落在窗台上的手机,随后我听到门开了,男友走进来说忘拿手机了,我把手机递给他,本以为他接过后会转身离开,没想到他开始说一些埋汰我的话,刚才摔碗爽不爽,下次给你备一个铁的,摔不坏,弄得我哭笑不得。他坐在那里抽了根烟,然后脱下外套开始收拾屋里的残局,我发现他偷偷的把刚才收拾好的衣物又放回了原来的位置。既然有个台阶下我也不再哭闹,我们那天干了好多活,包括那放了不知多久的脏衣服还有灰有铜钱厚的地面......
有的时候爱真的需要包容,就在刹那间,走出这扇门缘分就会消失,还好男友选择了进来。可能在关上门的那一刻,他突然发现自己有多么舍不这份感情,我们吵过很多次,但无论自己有多么生气,男友都没有说过分手二字。我曾经也无数次怀疑过这份感情,每次吵架,我都会想到结束,但从来没有从自己身上找原因,或者说要为维持这段感情而付出点什么,我想很多自信得有点自负的人也和我一样吧。只是这一次,男友的包容与让步使我无地自容,也许只凭着一点,只凭这样的不舍与包容,我愿意与其执子之手,与子偕老!
We are the kind of character is very stubborn person, I have checked with constellations with, unfortunately, incompatible pair, Scorpio and water bottles do not know how did the original spark of love? ! Two people live a long time, after that is hidden behind the merits of those vulnerable to the weaknesses exposed.
I was kind of informal sub-section of life of people, informality to a month wash underwear, so I have not even himself a few years of underwear and socks, however, generally there is no change to the availability of a clean change of time, will think of cleaning. One can imagine my nest would look like, and Hei hei! Her boyfriend is also 80, after a typical lazy, do not cook, will not go to fight the fire will not even use cucumber fried eggs actually think put vinegar, I sweat! I call him other-worldly air, referred to as not human beings. Why is it typical of such people who, though lazy, but it got a little older a little bit to herself spotless, and of course I could not understand the so-called informal. Then war broke out, possibly because of the uneven division of labor, it may feel complaining is because, in short, the first time we kicked up that day, I angrily to that read, "but unfortunately fate" rice bowls of the word bitter fell to the ground , Montreal, debris and I was feeling the same argument as family chores, I wonder if the happy or sad, happy is that we walk so close, so close to the integration of each other's life; The sad thing is the future of every day daily necessities of the day, we should be able to pass. I think too much, or the reality is so brutal, in short, I cried, but also very sad. He began to quietly pack up on my side here, something belonging to him, I did not stop and wipe away my tears fall, after what I put him throw the door 11. This is the first time in a row later, he chose to leave, but such a departure means never come back, out of the door we would never have come back opportunities. At this point I suddenly remembered the time in college, very similar to a scene, I saw your favorite person out of the door, and then the opportunity never met until college to become a permanent regret. At this point I would like to keep a boyfriend, but then has never really said so, until he left.
When everything is quiet, I found myself suddenly a blank mind, like I was a single bar, like my life ...... without relying on the drift in a daze, when I looked out the window and saw her boyfriend's cell phone fell windowsill, and then I heard the door opened, and her boyfriend forgot to take it into the phone, I handed him a mobile phone, the thought that he took after he turned and left, never thought he began to say a few Mai Tai I say, just throw bowls Shuang bad mood, the next time you prepare an iron, and wrestling is not bad, made me dumbfounding. He sat there, smoking a cigarette, and then took off his coat began to clean up the aftermath of the room, I found that he secretly to just pick up a good clothing has replaced his original position. Since there is a next step, I no longer crying, and we did a lot of live that day, including those that put the dirty clothes I do not know how long there is a coin-thick ash on the ground ......
Sometimes love really need an inclusive, on the instant, out of the door fate will disappear, but fortunately, her boyfriend chose to come. May shut the door the moment, he suddenly found himself does not care how the feelings of the fights we have a lot of times, but no matter how angry they have, her boyfriend did not say the word split. I have also had many times doubted the feelings of every quarrel, I will think over, but never from his own body to find a cause, or to pay to maintain this feeling something, I think a lot of self-confidence was a bit self-sufficient people like me bar. Only this time, her boyfriend of tolerance and compromise made me feel greatly ashamed, perhaps just relying on that, just by way of sadness and tolerance, I would like the hand of his son enforcement, and sub-long marriage!