失眠是因为脑子里想的事情太多，以至于大脑仍旧在工作而无法进入睡眠状态，所以今天我失眠了。
祝自己情人节快乐！虽然没有巧克力和鲜花，爱情不需要抱怨，幸福与悲伤都是自己选的。我的爱情不快乐，真的不快乐，我可以骗自己有多幸福多甜蜜，但是我骗不了自己心底的感受。当所有希望都变成失望时，我无法说服自己当作什么都没有发生过！我特别害怕自己理性分析的时候，因为好多事情我都想得特别明白，但是现实是残酷的，我害怕自己想的事情会真的发生，不过这样的维系又会有怎样的结果呢？讨厌这样被束缚的感觉，做什么事情都小心翼翼的，想做自己，以前那个什么都不怕的自己，可以和朋友大开玩笑，可以买自己喜欢的东西，可以做自己喜欢做的事，怎么看似很简单的要求，现在做起来会那么难？！想想自己的爱情，好像没有哪次是快乐的，可能我注定要一个人生活，失望总是淹没一切。算了吧，一个人，一只狗，我已经做好准备，随时回到这种寂寞但自由的生活！
Insomnia is because my thinking was so many things, so that the brain is still at work and unable to sleep, so today I sleep for.
I wish themselves Happy Valentine's Day! Although there is no chocolate and flowers, love, do not complain, happiness and sadness are self-selected. My love is not happy, really happy, I can cheat more than their own happiness more sweet, but I could not cheat in their mind, feelings. When all hopes are turned into disappointment, I could not convince myself that nothing had happened as a! I am particularly afraid of their own rational analysis of the time, because a lot of things I want to get especially aware of, but the reality is cruel, and I was afraid of their own to think things will really happen, but how could there be to sustain such a result? Hate this feeling of being bound, do anything are cautious, and want to do themselves, before anything that is not afraid of themselves, and friends can be great fun, you can buy your favorite things, you can do what to do, how seemingly very simple request, and now done will be so difficult? ! Think of your love, it seems that no time was happy, I might be doomed to a life, disappointment is always flooded everything. Come on, a person or a dog, I am ready at any time back to this lonely but free living!
